Lily Allen · S8 E5

Speaking Out

#MeToo, truth, and the loneliest kind of bravery

Cold Open

October 5, 2017. The New York Times publishes its investigation into Harvey Weinstein, and within weeks every industry in the world is asking the same question: who knew?

"Not Big" by Lily Allen (2006). A full decade before #MeToo, Lily was already doing what the movement would eventually demand: looking a powerful person in the eye and telling them they're not as impressive as they think. The song is a pop takedown, funny and vicious, and in 2018 it sounds like a prototype for an entire cultural reckoning.

The Moment

When My Thoughts Exactly arrives in September 2018, the world has already been cracked open by the Weinstein investigation. Women across every industry are telling their stories for the first time, and the response, for once, is not silence but belief. Lily Allen's memoir lands in the middle of this wave and immediately becomes part of it.

Song Breakdown

Not Big, Lily Allen (2006)

'Not Big' is built on a jaunty, almost cartoonish beat that makes the insults land harder because you're smiling while you hear them. Listen for how Lily delivers the sharpest lines with a casual, almost bored vocal tone, as if the person she's addressing isn't even worth raising her voice for. The production borrows from ska and reggae, giving the whole track a party atmosphere while the lyrics systematically dismantle someone's ego. It's the blueprint for every Lily Allen song that uses sweetness as a weapon.

SECRET REVEAL

TAP TO REVEAL: How did #MeToo change the way My Thoughts Exactly was received?

Not Just Her

Lily Allen is not the only musician speaking out during this period. Kesha's lawsuit against Dr. Luke, Taylor Swift's courtroom testimony against a DJ who groped her, and dozens of anonymous accounts from women across the music industry create a collective picture of systemic abuse. My Thoughts Exactly is one voice in a chorus that can no longer be ignored.

RAPID FIRE

#MeToo and Music

Bonus Listening

Fight Song, Rachel Platten

'Fight Song' became an anthem for the #MeToo movement because it captures exactly what it feels like to find your voice after being told to stay quiet. In an episode about Lily Allen's memoir landing in the middle of a global reckoning, Rachel Platten's defiant declaration fits: this is my fight song, and I'm not going away.

Lyrics

Fight Song, Rachel Platten (2015)

The soundtrack to finding your voice. After an episode about #MeToo and the courage to speak, these lyrics land like a promise.

Quick Quiz

Who originally coined the phrase 'Me Too' in 2006, over a decade before it became a global hashtag?

Coming Next

My Thoughts Exactly divides the British press down the middle. Some call it the bravest celebrity memoir in years, others call Lily Allen an attention-seeker who can't be trusted.

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